=.=

Tired of arguing....
Sometimes don't say anything better than said it out....
Sometimes don't know anything better than u know something or everything...
Sometimes don't voice out your opinion better than u share your thoughts....
Sometimes don't help better than u lend your helping hands...
"Silence is Gold" this is so so so true....
I understand so well I can't change people yet just accept the way she/he was....

All in 1~~~

What: National Service, Thailand, 22nd Birthday

When: 26 June 2010 til 12 September 2010

Who: Friends

Finally finally, i'm back from jail...huhu~~i've been calculated i'm been in the camp for 62days...minus out my holidays is roughly bout 50days only i'm in the camp...keke...so fast tho...sekelip mata came out d...haih.... the Q that ppl keep on asking when i'm out is "hey, how was it?"...keke...
As for me...it's really a valuable experience, i think those ppl with tons of $$$ also cant buy those good memories....the experience whr sleeping, eating, playing, chatting with ppl from all walks of life, the experience whr u dare yourself to do something u never try before lik M16 and many many more.

think back during the 1st week i was there...i really hate there...the bed i'm lying not my bau, the pillow that i'm hugging not mine oso, the ppl around not those friends around me oso...sad! even during weekend when other trainees' parents came to visit their children my, i eyes will turn red n i really miss my parents...eventho usually i'm not staying wit my parents but u know those feelings when u really really miss somebody came across u....

my Bed n IceBox..The Kolam Renang...
The toilet...

The trainees...

besides...i did get the chances to play those activities i never try b4...huhu...lik Kayak, absailing, Kembara halangan, build up camps, singing n acting infront of so many ppl, M16, 1day 6meals....haha...it's really fun altho some classes are boring..

and guess wat i gained weight after came out frm thr..keke...now must very rajin to exercise d to keep fit...haih..anyone interested to do gym wit me...mari mari...u'r most welcome...k

hereby i really wan to thank to all my frrens who came to visit me....Thank You Very Much guys*90 degree band down my body*...i really appreciate it....and thanks for those food u guys bought for me...it's really lik sharkfin soup n abalone for me altho it's not...keke...so touching tho u guys came...i Love u guys very much....*muacks*

during my holidays in between, i went to Hatyai, thailand, with my parents...keke....sempat went to melancong somemore...keke...i love the "tuk tuk"(cab in thai)....hehe...it's fun sitting behind...nice trip overall love to go thr again if got chance...

n i wana say thank you oso for the presents of my b'day last wk....terima kasih...really big gal liao n old liao...so scared of getting old...now i really wana enjoy my 22 coz after came back from the camp really think that i'm old d coz majority the trainees thr are 18 n 19...haih....sad...so out thr guys if u'r 22 or 23 or 24...enjoy ur life!

My Little White

Today my little white merajuk....haih...she pancit 2 times in 1 day....before i went to work and after i came back from work...n n the right 1 in the morning n the left 1 in the evening....damn it!
Little White ar...dont make mama so suffering can ma...haih...bcoz of her i need to take emergency leave today n went back to work again at noon...
You really spoilt my mood lo little white~~~
>sien<.....

My very 1st post in 2010~~~

huhu~~~this is my 1sy post in 2010...
Happie New Year guys...lol
long time neva update liao since i started working...haih...
but will try to update it at least once a wk....keke...
today another hectic day...hate monday...everytime got to office sure wana sleep de...haih...one day dont noe how many times i go pantry for coffee...
Time past really fast....sei lor sei lor....old jor...started feel lost...haih...
not sure what's my goal rite now...last time in U really never thought for this thing lo...haih...big gal jor...have to start to plan for my future d...
Convo just pass...not "just" actually...almost 1 mth liao...
so sad tho...no more student liao...M an adult now...ADULT...
ADULT means go singK no more rm8++, everything has to be paid by urself, ppl might expect from u more.....haih....
so many things had changed....miss U life...no no no i cant move backward liao...

oh ya...again Thank you so much to Yen and AIA fellas for coming to wisma MCA....**90 degree ji gong**
here are some photos to share...




okok...wana sleep liao...nite~~~

Update...

hola...long time never update le...haiz...so lazy...
now i had completed my degree le thought will b happy geh...but actually M not wor...haiz...dont know y lei...recently M doing a part time job at PJ as a admin assistant...wah everyday busy wit filing, doing those paper work...everyday M going a hectic life style...would this b my life after i got my own career someday?haiz...i miss my school day so much...i can go to school whenever i like go back home before the road is jam...but now...haiz...
but i quite likey my working environment now...quite fun...the people,the office...my colleagues overall consider quite young bwtween 24-30 yr-old...n of course M the youngest in the office...they said M childish...so sad...for me i think M the most matured among my friends...sob sob...but they have taught me n help me lots...really appreciate it...
mayb i have to change the way i speak lik walaueh,omg,dai lou,wei,eh...those youngsters' word...and now M trying so hard to wear high heels, OL attire...trying hard to b more girlish jor...cannot b so boyish le...suddenly feel that i have grown up d...sad...and i dint say out any rude words anymore in this month...hoho...i think i did change a lot...keke...i clearly know that i can b so yam seng, wo xing wo shu jor...
i know i have to accept all these changes whether i like it or not...haiz...i need to accept the fact that i have turn to an aldult...no more teenager...
hope i can find a good career soon..i cant wait to earn my own money n buy nice stuffs for myself...keke...gambateh siew wern jie!!!! ush ush....!

Thank You Guys...

when: 2nd September 2009
where: Rendezvous Steak House, Kg.Pandan
who: Chuan Yen n Kenny

today going to singK wit my K yau...we go to sg.Wang GreenBox...suppose to say we go to SOL(scream out Loud) not singK...haha...go singK actually is one of my way to relieve stress actually...haha...everytime we go thr everybody scared to sit beside me...haha...coz...i really SOLLLLL....haha...somehow thanx G thr's always got 2 fella who still willing to go wit me...haha...always company me to sing those sotsot songs...haha...love u guys...*muacks*
after K we go to the steak hse...then we order the meal...after having the meal then we sit down n chatting...but something goes wrong...both of them dint pay attention when we'r tallking...haha...then da dorsi yen pick up her fon n KC KC call her bear...then left me n kenny thr...after that yen bring the cake for me behind...omg...i really din expect u guys ve brought the cake n leave it thr at noon...haha...i ve been told that the cake that i get is not da cake that both of them buy for me...haha...coz the original one had accidentally broke by the workers thr...n da owner ve replaced one new cake for us....no wonder u guys so busy sms-ing each other yuan lai my cake chuk jor si...haha...feel sorry to u guys n the workers...mafan dou them tim...sorry eh..

besides..they ve present one nice n sweet n memorable n big album for me...i likey sossoso much...i really feel dou u guys sam gei eh...thank you...n da cutecute Elmo...he's so cute...kenny 1st time u bluff me say u wan to go shishi ar...gam dong eh u guys did so much for me...promise u guys nx time i wont shout when singK...lol

when: 3rd september 2009
where: Tenji, Mont Kiara
who: jacqueline,yihwenn,shan,suxian,jacyn,fannie,sumei,szeling,btyeo

today we go to Tenji...hoho...buffet time...we dint reserve any sits...we just walk in n ask whether thr's stil got place available...yao yeng dao...luckily thr's stil got place for us...after we ve reach thr we started to grab our food straightly...so hungry man...shan laugh at me coz i took the cucumber shusi...i only take 1 lei...very nice lei dat 1...so juicy...haha...some1 eat like less than 30 mins jiu stop d...haiz...cha sui lo...stil wana say ppl cha wor...haiz...we eat eat awhile then go out n walkwalk awahile then cont to eat again...eat til very guo yan lo...then we all say wana go out n take photo...but some1 said wana take care of our bags wor...n the some1 is very impossible to say out those "want to take care ppl bags" words de fella lai de lo...coz everytime got photo sessions she's always the no.1...haha...then we go to outside n take pic...after that the some1 invite me to toilet...then okay lo...i oso wanted to shishi oso...



when we walk in to our table...they all started sing birthday song to me n jac bring the cake for me...omg...i got bit shyshy tim...haha...bit touch at that moment...allsing so loud n given a standing ovation...thank you very much guys *throwing my fei wen*...haha
tml would b our last day of studying...bit hmmm sei tuck tim...haiz...anyway good luck to u guys in coming exam n all the best in the future...we yi qi jia you in the exam n say No to the Supp!!!

thanx again for everything u guys did to me...i appreciate it so much...n sorry if sometimes i ve been rude to u guys...haha...sometimes lose control then u noe la the mouth'll throw bad words de...keke...sorry...i'll change de someday somehow...i really ve no that intention to being so rude de...seriously! glad to ve such a lovely friend like u all...

Convocation

When: 15th August 2009
Where: Uniten

today going to my san jie's convo...omg...it's damn damn HOT...we bought a bunch of red roses with da ferrero rocher choco...and a mickey with da graduate gown(soooo cute)...my sis dont know that we bought da Mickey for her..keke


then da photo session starts...